When I left school, I knew I wouldn't be able to keep in touch with all, or even most of my friends.. But I figured a few of them might still try and keep in touch if I show the same effort...

Obviously I was wrong...


I try, and I try to make plans with my friends. I try, and i try to keep in touch with them. What happens when I do? Well, today for example: I made plans Monday with a friend I've known since kindergarten, who I've been as close to as a sibling up until the last few years, to see Transformers 2 today. Guess who hasn't come by, much less into town? Guess who hasn't picked up their phone after a billion and one times of calling, and a couple texts, or made an effort to contact me to see if we're going, or say he'll meet me there?

Then I tried getting a hold of some other friends, and like always, not a single person picks up their goddamn phone. Phones are not just texting devices. What you can say in a text can be said in less than a second in a fucking phone call. But no, I don't even get a TEXT back when I call or text them. Know what that shows? It shows they obviously don't have my number saved, which shows they don't think too highly of me, even tho we've been "friends" for YEARS...

Some of them actually have to ask who called them when they pick up... >_>

And you know what makes the cherry on the goddamn fucking cake so much SWEETER? The only time I find people who give a teeny bit of a fuck about anything I have to say, are all over the goddamn planet... How is that for bitter?

I'm just disillusioned by the whole thing.. it makes me sick...

Knowing that while in High school, they just sat there and hung out with me because I was virtually part of the scenery is really... painful...


I.T.T. BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW PPL DUN LIEK MAH.